i keep making the same mistake. so i went back there. i think i gave it up and i think i should follow the things they say. i hope i get better that way. (i used to be better without listen to them though)
i don't want go back again. never ever !
but i just cannot stand still here. i am only getting old.
am i being melancholic?
i really admire the artist Yokoo Tadanori. everytime i see his paintings, read his blog. there's answers and questions.
i started school again. now i am going to business school. just for 6 months. it's great back to be a student. I found my classmate in university there and we get along well. we plan to go 'hot yoga' next week. it's yoga in the semi-sauna room!!
i am going to see many people and I never met them before. (i wish i could meet sunni as well awww!!) i am excited and nervous. but now Excited feeling is much more than nervous. halloween is one of the reason why i am excited. i'm gonna get vampire costume. but i am still interested in pirate..
today i went to see my friend's jazz piano live. it was awesome. her piano was so sexy. it's really unusual jazz concert. because they always has (silly) performances before they play. my friend showed up with the theme song and she threw candies to the audience. that was funny.